nineteenn.This has got me so stressed out.
I regret saying yes to him again.
I have absolutely no idea what to say to him, or how to tell him how I'm feeling
the love is there, its just fading away...quickly.
& of course I care about him & his feelings, cause if I didn't I wouldn't be stressing myself out over how to end this thing.
Our plans two nights ago was to spend the day together...
But i don't even feel like seeing him.
I want him in my life, just not as a boyfriend.
The three years have been great, but it's time to end it...
maybe it's cause he was my high school boyfriend & that's all i wanted him to be
back then i could see myself marrying this guy...having a couple kids & growing old together
i don't want that anymore.
it hurts me to say it but it's the truth.
idk. maybe we can rekindle the love...maybe not.
to be continued....
Labels: boyfriends., highschool, stressed, to be continued
Keyosha at 10:29 AM
